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[13 Feb 2005|11:11am]
I am done.

I am not sure if I really want to live anymore.

I am tired of people who give me crap.

You guys are the only ones who actually help me.

This is my friends only journal.

Because I have no more use here.
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[12 Feb 2005|10:03pm]

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 100% of the population.

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!</font>

You Belong in 1962


If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

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[10 Feb 2005|07:01pm]
[ mood | i dont know ]

i felt like i was dead today at jazz band. we got a five minute break and i went and sat down where alix had been sitting for a while before she left.

i could not think or move, well, i could move, but not much. (i was moving my fingers and playing with my wrisband.
but i had no idea what was going on around me. at some points, i would just freeze. there are like big blothces in my memory and it hurts to think there.

when i was finally awoken of whatever happened, everybody was there ready to play, and, as i found out later, they had been playing for 10 minutes.

i was feeling so wrong. i had to put on a fake happyness for my dad so he wouldnt ask when he came and picked me up.

kill me now before i do it myself

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[09 Feb 2005|05:09pm]

I am 24% loser. What about you? Click here to find out!
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[08 Feb 2005|09:14pm]
Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl
God/Goddess ofThe Moon
Animal Companion:Crow
Weak againstEarth
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[08 Feb 2005|08:12pm]
If you read this,

even if i don't speak to you often,

you must post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,

just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.. .
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[06 Feb 2005|04:18pm]
nobody ever gives me a comment anymore.

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[06 Feb 2005|10:04am]
[ mood | Pulling My Hair Out ]


Thank you jessica.  my morning would not have been complete.



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[05 Feb 2005|10:15pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne-free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country.
019. I carry my knife/razor/whip/whatever weapon you want here everywhere with me. Razor to work and school.
020. I'm really, really smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning.
030. I have semi-long hair.
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have cheated on a significant other.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I've been sexually intimate with less than ten people.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants or soffees
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat
055. I would classify myself as ghetto
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my diary.
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex. - ish...and depends on who
081. I'm online 24/7 Although i may not always be here.
081. I have at least 5 away messages saved on my computer.
083. I have been rejected by someone or have been cheated on.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "South Park" movie.
086. I have avoided work to play on OD.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friends.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome!
097. I watched Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies/books ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up. VERY!!!
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. At least inside myself.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Some people call me by a nickname.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. I like pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm still in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong boys, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
137. I'll try anything three times.
138. Done drugs other than alcohol and prescriptions.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I love John Waters films.
142. I have made a pornographic videotape.
143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin.
144. One of my boobs is bigger than the other
145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song.
146. I love Dr. Pepper
147. I'm a programmer.
148. I can't explain why I'm unhappy at times.
149. I own and have read all of the Harry Potter books.
150. I like to smell my own hair.
151. I carry a book with me almost everywhere I go.
152. I have an eating disorder....
153. I have flown to a different country to see a band.
154. Been hospitalized for "mental issues". I should be.
155. I have survived totaling a car I was driving.
156. I am addicted to a Manga/anime.
157. Somehow I always seem to get myself into trouble
158. I have dated someone for longer than 5 years
159. I have been hit by flying Eric Szmanda spittle.
160. I have lived in three different countries.
161. I have tattoos
162. I have lost someone I cared about deeply
163. I've filled out an obscenely long quiz
164. I am not human until I have had some form of caffiene.
165. I can't use can openers.
166. I'm really into this girl, but I need to get over him.
167. I like cookies
168. The only reason I took this was because im bored.
169. I really don’t like being home when I could be somewhere with people
170.Have secrets no one is allowed to know!
171. You've watched the Pop Warner Nationals video at least 10 times in the last day.
172. I can’t stop talking late at night yet during the day I never talk

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[23 Jan 2005|03:59pm]
[ mood | like i could die right now ]

I cant take it anymore.....i feel like i did months ago.....i just want to die.....i dont care anymore.....i just want to go to a place where there are no problems.....i would take hell over this (my hell, not yours. my hell is a lott scarier than anything you can imagine)

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[16 Jan 2005|10:14pm]
went to the movies yesterday with chrissy and a couple of other people

had a great time

i love life
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[12 Jan 2005|06:26pm]
[ mood | omg wow! ]

today was even better than yesterday was...

i stayed after school again for band, since it started at 2:15, i got to spend some time with Chrissy before it. when i got into the band room though, everyone was already there and ready to play, but i wasnt quite late, yet. had about 30 secs. Mark was looking at me with a funny look, well, everyone was, but he was looking at me with a look as though i had been doing something...hmm...

got out of band and walked around the school a little bit with Chrissy =), sat down for a little while before my phone rang and i had to go.

i cant believe i ever hated my life.

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[11 Jan 2005|08:36pm]
[ mood | (there is no smiley to say) ]

today was really good.

stayed after schoool and got to spend some time with Chrissy


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[10 Jan 2005|08:12pm]
i'm lovin it
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[08 Jan 2005|10:24pm]
[ mood | "WOW" Happy ]

hey all.

just got back from the movies with Chrissy.

to everybody who said to me, "You will find her", thank you.

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[07 Jan 2005|09:44pm]
well, this has been annoying. i was talking to chrissy and my connection turned off. my dad turned off the connection. omg i was sooo angry, but i only showed sadness, because i was really sad. thankfully, my mom has let me come back on for a half hour. now i wait
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FUN [06 Jan 2005|07:22pm]

wow. today was fun and different.

anyways, though. (ill tell that later) this year has started out GRRRRRRRREAT!!!! except for that i dont have as many classes with my friends anymore...oh well. you cant buy the car and drive it (what??) Even though i dont have lunch with Chrissy, i get to see between every class (except one. stupid calc!) so that sort of makes up for a weee bit.

ok now.... i went to sean's after school to play, and, unfortunately, neither knew each other's songs. We went to his friend buddy's house to do stuff their. I LOVE HIS AMP. I have never played on a tube amp before. it was fun there. and it was fun getting there, too. me and sean eventually were able to leave after he fixed his bike, we filled the tires, fixed my guitar gig bag because it broke!! somehow, we were able to get off. it was scary riding along 301, especially when you know that one drunk person could KILL you. we got there and had fun. getting home, omg. buddy drove us home. he gets his liscense tomorrow. yeah. fun fun fun.

i am left scared, shocked, relieved, happy, more than happy, EXTREMELY HAPPY (not because of any incident that happened at sean's, but for reasons that some of you will know)

goodbye everybody.
au revoir
Je ne sais pas comme le dire en autre langues.

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[03 Jan 2005|06:36pm]
[ mood | happier than ever before ]

i am soooooo unbelieveably happy. if any type of saddness, no matter how big or how awful, could bring me down. the happpiness would simply laugh and blow it away

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[02 Jan 2005|04:27am]
[ mood | wow ]


i feel really really good.

i feel like i never have before

i feel like i am being born all over again

i feel as though i am awakening from some deep deadly sleep into a bright, fruitful life.

it is 4:30 AM, and i have a girlfriend

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[01 Jan 2005|08:54am]
happy new year. Wah hooo.

i didnt even make a resolution

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